Alam mo yung masakit? Masakit kasi sobrang mahal kita. Masakit kasi kahit dinadivert ko na yung atensyon ko sa iba, lumiliko pa rin ang utak ko papunta sa alaala mo, kung paano mo hawakan ang kamay ko, kung paano mo halikan ang noo ko, kung paano mo sinasambit ang pangalan ko. Masakit kasi masaya ka na sa piling ng iba habang ako miserable pa din sa kakaasang babalik ka sa akin at tayo ulit. Masakit kasi simula nung nawala ka, sumikip na ang mundo ko at wala na akong ibang makita at mahanap kundi ikaw lang sinta. Masakit kasi kahit ayaw na ng utak ko ang pangalan mo, ito naman ang kinaadikan ng puso ko. Masakit kasi kahit tinatraydor ko na bawat buto at dugo na dumadaloy sa katawan ko para lang makamove on sayo, hindi ko magawa. Masakit kasi umaasa pa din ako. Masakit kasi ikaw pa din ang pinapangarap ko. Masakit kasi sa bawat liriko na nadidinig ko, pangalan mo ang binubuo. Masakit kasi kahit saan man ako patungo, ikaw at ako ang nakikita ko… ikaw at ako na malabo. Masakit. Sobra.
"I love the way he smile when he know he made laugh."
"It’s all right to love someone who doesn’t love you back, as long as they’re worth you loving them. As long as they deserve it."
Sophie (Clare, Cassandra. Clockwork angel)
It’s okay. As long as you don’t make yourself look like a fool and as long as they don’t take advantage of your feelings. Love them as long as treat you right but if they start to take you for granted, maybe it’s best that you stop loving that person. It will be hard unloving the person you love but it’s for the best. Love someone even if you know they won’t love you back but don’t expect too much from them, don’t expect that they will love you back because sometimes it turns out they will not.
I dreamt of you and I am a fool for wondering what it means.
"People just don’t seem to get it. ‘I love you’ does not mean you belong only to me and I’ll share you with no one else. It means that even if I spent an eternity away from you I’ll still remember how your coffee tastes like, or how you like your tea (extra sugar but no milk), what’s your favorite shampoo scent, and how home should smell like (like fruity shampoo and stingy cologne on the pillow I hide my face in from the early morning sun, like pancakes early on a Sunday morning or late on a Wednesday night, but mostly, like you held in my arms everywhere and every when). Love is not a contract you hold someone’s heart by, love is sharing the ones you love with the world knowing that they’ll always come home to you in the end."
The reason why people can’t answer a simple YES or NO is that, they don’t wanna be TIED by answering a COMPLICATED YES. yet, don’t wanna LOSE something just because of a SIMPLE NO.
Anong dapat gawin para makalimutan ang isang tao? Wala. Kasi kahit na anong gawin mo, parte na rin talaga siya ng buhay mo. Kahit gusto mo na kalimutan ang lahat tungkol sainyo, kahit na gusto mong maging bulag nalang sa nakaraan niyo, di mo pa rin talaga magagawa ito. Kasi kahit na naghiwalay na kayo o natapos ang relasyon niyo, may mga bagay pa rin kayong pinagsaluhan, at kahit papano meron na rin kayong pinagsamahan. Hindi naman matatakpan agad ng oras at panahon ang mga alaalang nabuo niyong dalawa, hindi mo ito basta-basta maibabaon sa limot. Kasi hanggat humihinga ka, makakaalala ka sa mga bagay na sabay niyong ginawa.
"Treat her like how you want your mother to be treated."
We are star crossed.
I do not know the reason why you’re here with me. And I do not think it matters still. All I know is that I am grateful that you are here with me though I know that you could always leave me at any times and I want to thank you for not leaving me- at least for now. I am aware that people, just like the seasons, changes and most of the times, the most interesting people are those who immediately leaves and passes through our life in just a blink of an eye. They are like dandelion dust, floating in the midst of the fields, and is easily taken away- gone with the wind. You are far beyond interesting. And I made myself realize the fact that I am not one of those people you would love to be with. That’s why I made it clear that sooner or later, you will be walking away in my life to find someone better. Someone that complements you. You are terribly amazing that is why you need someone just like you.
I know we’ll end up walking on different ways but I want you to know that I am so thankful to have you. I know one of us will give up eventually. Maybe if I am the one to do so, that would be probably because I know you deserve better. But if it’s you who let go of the string, maybe because you realized that you deserve someone better. Either way, I’m happy and I won’t regret any of the memories you created with me. In contrary, I will not erase all your messages. Those will be my reminders that someone out there, might be sweeter than you. I will not erase our pictures together. Those will serve as my reminder that someone out there, might be will to take even more pictures with me together. But most specially, I will not forget all of those simple because they are all prerequisite of my past, who am I at this very moment and who I will be after some times.
Someone told me, “Love is everything that you need” and As anyone would answer, I said, “Why love? Can you eat that? Can that send your child to school? Can you pay a kilo of pork with love pesos? No, right? So it’s not everything.”
It might have sounded bitter but it is. A marriage with just love is a complete nonsense. It would give you ulcer, because you cannot buy a kilo of pork with love pesos. It would make you dumb, because you cannot pay your tuition with love pesos. It would create a lot mayhem, because you have nothing to offer to your offspring and having nothing could send them to government departments for social welfare. It might look like money is contrary to love, but due to practicality, it’s like that. But it doesn’t mean that money is better than love, but rather, they should go together. Love is what makes the internal contact and money is what make the external contact.
But few days ago, while I was “enjoying” the summer heat, I realized that, love was really everything. Love can actually feed you, shelter you and clothe you. Because, when you love your family, you would work so hard and strive against the struggles of life just to give everything that your family needs because you love them. And that’s when love becomes everything you need.
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