"If any person claims to have loved twice in all their life—they have not loved at all."
- Him: You promised me that you will never give up on me, on us.
- Her: I did. Since that moment, I tried really hard to keep it. I did all the things I could to not get tired of being treated like I am an option; or from making me feel like there will always be someone who can easily take my place. I did all that I can to not dwell on the pain that you are causing me -- from ignoring me when all I want is your attention to making me feel that I am not appreciated and loved. We've seen better days and I used to pray that they all last for a lifetime. But they don't. They are just fleeting moments. I disregard all my concerns about going for what I deserve because I don't want to leave you. I loved you too much to do that. I put aside my happiness because pursuing it means letting you go. I've shown you and made sure you are aware that you are not just one star, you are the whole constellation. Getting to keep you had been my ultimate goal. I know I promised that I won't give up ever. I'm sorry. A relationship takes two people in order to work. Both should be able to learn how to give and take. Both should fight for each other, not with each other. I am only as human as you are. I get tired too, no matter how much I try not to. I've had enough. All this time I have done my part just to keep my promise. And all this time you are too blind to see it.
Kapag kasi hindi na kayo masaya sa relasyon nyo, itigil niyo na. Wag niyo ng ipilit kasi in the end, hindi rin kayo sasaya. Mapipilitan lang yung isa. Walang mangyayare. Kahit ipilit mo, ikaw pa rin yung mas masasaktan. Kaya kapag hindi na kayo masaya, itigil na lang. Kesa palagi kayong nag aaway. Tapos iiyak lang? No. Tanggapin nalang natin na hanggang dun nalang talaga.
"It’s a painful feeling when you have to say goodbye to someone you love when all you want to do is to spend all your time with him/her."
"Sometimes it motivates me to study by thinking of the future, thinking about how my life would become much better with all the wealth, title and attention. But ironically, growing old terrifies me. It terrifies me growing old and being left in the world, with all my osteoporosis and wrinkles. Can’t I just stop growing up in the age of 20-40? But sometimes, I think I’m not really afraid of growing up, I must say, I am afraid of dying. How does it feel losing my breath and my pulse? How would it look like in my funeral? Are all my friends and enemies will be there to respect my coffin? Also, sometimes I’m thinking what if I won’t die? That’s scary too because I’ll be totally left living my life and losing the essence of it because I won’t risk anymore. The mere thought is scary isn’t it?"
"You cant just come out of nowhere and make me fall inlove with you. You cant just exert some efforts and tell me things you don’t mean at all. You cant just let me fall without any intentions of catching me. I am dealing with pain for a very long time now and I just cant imagine being fooled all over again just because you want to have fun with me and play with my feelings. I am not a toy to be played. I am a human to be loved."
(— a human to be loved || MWB
"Every girl wants a guy who stares at her inside a movie house with tears streaming down her face while watching a sad, romantic movie. A guy who looks at her, wide eyed, without saying any words and see how beautiful she is in her all-ruined mascara. A guy who sees the beauty in her while crying over a fictional story."
(— beauty inside a movie house || MWB
“Nakamove on ka na ba sa kanya?”
Ang sarap sabihing oo. Ang sarap sabihing sana. Pero kahit maglokohan kami ng sarili ko, alam kong hindi at alam kong siya pa rin. Alam kong kapag nag-iisa nalang ako, niyayakap kaagad ako ng mga memorya niyang pinipilit kong burahin sa isipan ko. Mga alaalang akala ko habambuhay na makakapagpasaya sa akin pero yun pala ay isa sa mga bagay na gustong gusto kong burahin dahil inuunti unti ang pagpatay sa akin. Oo at madami siyang nagawang mali sa akin. Oo at mas mahal ko siya kaysa siya sa akin. Oo at labis labis akong nasaktan nang dahil sa kanya at nararapat na wag ko nang lingunin ang nakaraan at ibaon nalang sa limot ang lahat pero hindi. Hindi ganun kadali ang lahat. Nakakamatay mag move on lalo na’t bawat lingon mo, bawat tugtog na napapakinggan mo, bawat lugar na napupuntahan mo, bawat bagay na nahahawakan mo, siya at siya lang ang naalala mo. Pinipilit mo namang ibaling sa ibang bagay ang atensyon mo pero ang lakas ng kapit at lahat bumabalik patungo sa kanya. Paano ako makakalimot niyan? Ang sarap sabihing oo nakamove on na ako. Oo, nakalimutan ko na siya. Oo, buo na ulit ako. Oo, hindi na ako apektado. Oo at sa wakas ay malaya na ako. Siguro masarap sa pakiramdam na sa wakas ay bumitaw na rin ako. Pero hindi. Alam kong nakatali pa rin ako sa kanya. Alam kong siya pa rin. Alam kong hindi pa ko nakakawala. Pero sana nga, sana nga nakamove on na lang ako kasi ang sakit sakit na po. Ang sakit sakit na.
If you’re able to catch my boyfriend’s attention, you can have him.
I dont want someone who can be stolen away from me. I want a mature guy who keeps his attention on me, only me. I know he’s gonna be with many beautiful girls, but if he truly cared about me, other girls shouldn’t even be a problem. A guy who can be easily taken aways from me, i dont want. And if you just so happen to be one of those girls who catches his attention aside from me, you can keep him. I dont want him anymore.
Hindi ako babaeng panglandian lang.
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